Amy and I were at a delightful dinner with friends (new and old) last night who are deeply involved in Naropa. After a very long couple of days where I was very tired, it was nice to sit in a cozy house, eat home cooked food, and just talk about life.
Near the end of the evening, I heard a line that will stick with me for a very long time.
âContentment used to be a virtue. Now itâs a vice.â
As with many things that need to stick with me, I repeated it out loud. We talked for a few minutes about the overall, dominant American culture of achievement. The endless striving. The need to feel busy, important, and successful. The deep cultural norms around ambition.
The word striving stuck out for me (I wasnât the one who mentioned it first.) Recently Iâve been telling people that Iâm done striving. Sure, I expect Iâll accomplish a lot more in my life, but itâs not driven from a place of needing to ego fulfillment of accomplishment. Everything about striving, including the definition (âstruggle or fight vigorouslyâ), turns me off at this point. Itâs not me, how I think about myself, or how I want people to think about me (as a âstriver.â)
Yesterday afternoon before dinner I gave a talk at the Catalyze CU-Boulder accelerator. I try to do this every summer as one of the things I do to support entrepreneurship at CU Boulder. As I got in my car to drive to dinner, I wondered whether the students got what they wanted from me. I spent 45 minutes answering a set of questions theyâd put together in advance but gave to me when I showed up. While I answered their questions, sort of, my responses were rambling philosophical views of what I thought was actually underneath the question. It was a lot more fun for me; I hope it was useful for them.
This morning, I realized that many of my public talks, especially Q&As, have become more abstract in the past few years. While some specifics still find their way into what I say, Iâm trying to help people think about the questions at a much higher level than they ordinarily do. And, in a lot of cases, Iâm not trying to give an answer, but provide stimuli to generate more introspection about the question.
On my drive in today, my phone dropped three times, which is in the normal range of one to six. On the third drop, when I called the person back, I said:
âMy life with Verizon can be agitated or amused. I choose amused.â
The person I was talking to, who is a high achiever in a very fast growing company, said âI choose amused also. Itâs a better way to live.â
Choose amused. Think about the real issues. Embrace contentment.
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